Oct 1st, 2009 – Recall
Date: 1 Oct 2009 Comments:0Another month has gone by; little if any changes have happened with regards to work and my daily routine. I did get a chance to work a few 6-days weeks for OT. There are more changes with how I do things at work; a day without a change would be something unusual. At the apartment I have been trying to do the little things to help keep things up; i wash dishes one day, take care of the garbage the next, vacuum a room on day three. Chris is still here; as much as I want to help him get out I just can’t press the line right now. Soon, but I don’t know when.
AT&T – 365 days later
One noteworthy thing to say about today; I started my current job with AT&T one year ago today. I made it to the 12 month mark; in terms of the contract i work under this solidifies many of the protections that have been bargained for; unforegettable is that, thanks to that contract, today there is a raise I am entitled to for my year of service. Also, The company going forward will match 100% of the first 6% of my contributions to my 401k. Thus far, I have 3 years and 1 months of vested time with the company; if I can make it to 5 years I secure a pension and I become fully vested in the company contributions. In terms of seniority I still only have 1 year with the company; another 4 more years and the original 2yrs and 1mth from BellSouth will bridge [be added] and I will end up instantly with 7yrs of service.
AT&T has been a great company to me and in turn I have given 110% in my duties in the titles I’ve held. While I have disagreements with some polices or procedures at times, I still stand behind my employer as I believe there is some good in what I can to to enrich people’s lives. Back in 2006 I helped the online users group DSLReports.com learn about Stand-Alone [Dry Loop] DSL. Even though I was a sales associate at that time I did not abuse or solicit those that participated; I helped others learn how to get a service they wanted. In the recent months on DSLReports.com and UVerseUsers.com I have taken my available time at work to help customers that have installation issue or problems getting recognized in our ordering system. I enjoy what I do; I know what its like to feel lost in the system.
With this time under my belt and with my goal in mind, I am looking forward to continuing my career in this field. I won’t lie when people ask me what I want to do; I really want to work in the field, with people and outside. The office work is nice; alas, my yearning is to be moving and not just sitting around all day. Recently, some labor negotiations have been settled and I foresee a chance for advancement soon; timing is key though. I want to return to school in the spring if I can, but I also want to keep my options open just in case the right opportunity falls in my lap.
School - 52 weeks later
A little more than year ago I graduated from from Brookehaven College with my Associates Degree in Science; I had high plans with UT-D, but i fumbled them up by trying to do too much at one time. Also Hurricanes Gustav and Ike last year also threw a few wrenches in my plans. I do not blame any one for my actions or lack their of; rather I look back and reflect upon some past experience. I left LSU around the time Hurricanes Katrina & Rita blew threw in 2005 and ended up landing a job with BellSouth; three years later I took a break from UT-D and ended up back with AT&T. A lot of people I see at arms length from my High School either took a leap and went 4-5 years all the way through for a degree and other chose to live life and hold of a little while on college life. I have taken a mixed approach and I believe that in doing so I have been able to engage in many things I wanted to but not at the expense of an education or some real life experience.
I am not going to repeat some mistakes of before like I did at BellSouth and LSU; this time i am going to take a one-at-a-time approach. The little steps add up over time; I can thank John and my family for reminding me of those virtues. in numbers of year its only been 3 year since I was in a similar position; but where as I used to be quite impulsive, these days i try and use some reasonable judgement first. Looking back, there where many opportunities I didn’t not fully recognize when I was in Baton Rouge; but here in Dallas I see many similarities, and I am not going to miss out.
Relationship – 12 months later
I have come full circle in this area; one year ago I was single. Since then I met someone, we dated, i had my heart broken and I’ve mostly recouped. Carlos and I lasted just shy of the length of time Tim and I dated. The circumstances of the ending of each relationship are nearly polar opposites, yet I have the same feelings. the first few days after finality I was down, but then bounced right back up; I still long for some sexual action, but I can control those urges thanks to the Internet. The last time I spoke in either case was on a cellphone as i walked around the apartment i was living in, and both times I have had to arrange for my ex’s items to be delivered to them.
In the mix of this there is one person I have on my mind; ironically its the same person that was on my mind from before. My best friend is very supportive and ready to step in at a moment’s notice if need be. My family thinks something seriously is wrong, but at the some time I know the are just trying to reach out and understand and help. In the end, things will work out; though this time I have my heart set on a promise I made to someone. the theme to most of this little paragraphs thus far has been that I don’t want to repeat some bad choices before. This time I am going to stand behind my promise; even if it is one of the hardest set of emotions I have to deal with.
Finances – I’m sure you catch the drift by now
Moving forward here; this part of my life seems to have a cyclical pattern. There are the high points; then there are the low points. In the last year, I am happy to say I have reduced my debt load nearly $8,000. That sounds great right? It is a little bigger than a 10% cut into my paper pile; alas, I am in the red still $61,000+ including my car, student loans, old bills, and medical bills since I was 18.
I’ve gotten used to working with bill collectors these days. I pay a debt when I can; I still overdraft my bank accounts. I do save money, but most of my savings dries up within a few months when I find something that needs to be paid. I will say one thing though; if there was one thing in this part of my life I could change it would be to not take out the nearly $40,000 in student loans I have. I am proud of the work I have accomplished in my education, however, the price tag is one I wish I could/would have negotiated better.
The positive side to this all is the little things i defaulted on when I was 18 and 19 are coming up soon to be dropped from my credit reports; I am still fighting a lot of those entries, but much like my savings account, I attack the little things when I can and have the time.
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Historical thoughts aside for now. I plan on taking a little trip again soon; my recent road trip to California really helped me put some things together. I want to keep my momentum; therefore, I am going to keep writing here and remind myself each day to do just one thing at a time. I will reach each goal; I know that drive is within me.
